No matter what you do,
Sometimes you’ll just find yourself insufficient for other people.
This is the problem with getting attached to someone. When they leave you, you just feel lost.
“one day, you’ll look into someone’s eyes and feel at home - and those eyes can even be the ones you see in the mirror”— Unknown
I no longer have anyone beside me,
The pain of being the one left behind.
It’s funny how things are still the same,
But looking at them now hurt.
Like when you’re in the tube and somehow you’re searching for them.
When you’ve walked the same path a thousand times,
But this time around breaks your heart
Cause unlike before where your walk is filled with laughter and joy
You’re now surrounded with nothingness
It’s just you and whatever music you chose to cover that deadly silence.
When you see your room, step into it and suddenly burst out crying
Cause this time around, you’re alone with emptiness
Just sadness willingly accompanying you.
So you try and soften your whimpers for the rest of the world to not hear
How your loneliness sound like.
Cause for someone who prides herself to be independent,
You still end up craving for them to come back and be with you
-Romelyn, 21.03.23
told you my mum wears it better than me 🫣 (at Windsor Castle)
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